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My first marriage I wanted BG to rescue me after my MST. I wanted him to protect me from my past
My second marriage I wanted Dennis to rescue me from the things I was still running away from. My past, my unhappiness and my emptiness.
I realize that no one can be my super hero. I have to be my own super hero. My therapist has pointed out the obvious. I have protected myself so well over the past 4 decades.
I know when to shut off the outside world or even to shield myself from things that could be hurtful.
So today I choose to be my own super hero.
To GOD Be The GLORY