In PE Therapy we have been talking about needing to also do an imaginal about “The Day After” Because that day is a pivotal and meaningful as the actual MST.
In one conversation with my Sacred Swan, I realized that it is hard to talk about the day after. I begin to say that “It is the first day of the rest of my life”
But I stopped myself. Because yes that night changed the direction of my journey forever. My life was chaotic for a long time. But I was able to take control of my life and I was able to be able to direct my life in a more calm direction.
So I stopped for a moment and thought about how I would finish that sentence. “Today is the first day of the next 17 years” My life was spinning out of control for about 17 years until I was able to face the monster in the closet and go to therapy.
I got my life back when I decided to go to therapy. And that was in 2007. 12 years ago. And on that day I said “Today is the first day of… the rest of my life” Because I was finally present and connected to my life.
To GOD Be The GLORY. Take Care. Much Love
