HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!

Valentines Day can be difficult for someone that is celebrating it alone.  For me, I don’t let it define me.  I may not have a significant other to exchange gifts with.  But it is what I make it.  I have the choice of sitting at home by myself if I want to.  I can go out with friends or just give another single sister and encouragement gift today.  It is all that I want to do today.

Don’t get me wrong I can definitely struggle with being alone.  It is not on Valentines Day that I struggle it is a normal Tuesday in April that can cause me to struggle.  Or even knowing that both of my girls have a significant other.  That can be hard.  But I have to remind myself that I am at a different place in my life than they are.

I have had some deep wounds that festered and were infected for many years.  So I have taken the last 11 years to do ALOT of healing.  I feel like I am in a good place to be open for a relationship.  I am not going to go rushing to a bar, or Walmart to pick up a guy LOL.  It will definitely be a gradual process of getting to know someone.

I feel like I am at a point in my healing and my life that I do want to have someone to make memories and share memories with.  For anyone that knows me can tell you I am BIG on making memories and spending time with people.  I would rather hang out at Starbucks for hours talking than spending a lot of money on gifts or dinner.  Gifts will break, rot or get eaten but memories will always stay with you.

I am striving to remain faithful that GOD has a plan for me to prosper.  To one day have a husband to make memories with.  I just need to hold onto that with a mustard seed of faith.

TakeCare.   Much Love.