I have always believed that I had let go of my past and had truly moved on. Especially healing from the men that have hurt me. WOW GOD has a way of really showing me the truth. And boy is that truth hard to swallow some times.
I know I have done some healing and moving on but I have realized that I have been stuck in many aspects of my life. I moved to Virginia to specifically heal from my childhood. I have realized that it is going to take more than me driving to Hampton once in a while to truly heal.
I am going to need to intentionally dig up memories, hurts and good things to heal and move on. I can’t be passive in this. So over the next few months, I am hoping to really dig into my memory bank and share, truly share what I am holding onto to. Good Bad and indifferent.
It is the true desire of my heart to marry again one day. And I have realized to make that a reality I need to truly and totally let go of my past. The hurt of my childhood, the pain or my traumas, the reality of the things I have run away from and the unrealistic hopes I have been holding onto. I have to let it all go.
Stay tuned…
To GOD Be The GLORY. Much Love. Take Care
