Blue Prints **possible trigger**

I have been actively healing for almost 10 years.  It definitely helps me to “talk” and process about my traumas.  But at some point, I began to feel I needed to challenge myself to go deeper into my healing.  I can describe my sexual traumas but to really get connected I decided I needed to “draw” a blue print of each location of my sexual traumas.  It was something that did not come easy.  But I knew I had to do it to continue healing.  So I am sharing these with you.

**DISCLAIMER** I am not an artist lol.  I did my best to portray the locations to the best of my ability.

 This is the house that my molestation happened in.  My room was on the second floor beside the bathroom and right above the kitchen.

This was my aunt’s house where my cousin raped me.  I was sleeping on the chaise lounge sofa.

These next 3 pictures is a break down of the location of my gang rape.

 This “map” shows an overview of how far my barracks was to the aviation barracks.  And how I had to walk by the hospital and MP station to get to my barracks

 This picture is a more close up of the row of barracks.  And a drawing of the tree I had to lean up against as I was trying to get my clothes back on.

 This is a picture of the room layout.  And how I had to walk around the bunk beds watch tv and also how I was blocked in during the gang rape and did not have a clear escape route.  The * shows the bunk that the gang rape happened on.