It is so AWESOME when I have another step towards freedom. A few months ago I shared about a concert I went to an I totally felt free from my anxiety and triggers.
Well just a few weeks ago I had another step to freedom. Again I won tickets to a country concert. Dierks Bentley. As I was getting ready for the concert I realized that this is my first concert in Hampton Roads and it is the first concert without my Charleston Concert Buddies.
I could have allowed myself to become paniced and worry if I could go to this concert without them. But the thing is that it is not the people I go with that matters. It is where I am in my healing and strength that matters.
As I got to the concert I was waiting for Lilie and 2 of her friends to get there and it HIT ME. The last time I went to a concert with Lilie it was Rascal Flatts Concert in 2015.
WOW what a difference time makes . WOW I am a different person than I was then. I was so fearful and paniced at that concert. I had a really hard time enjoying that concert.
Dierks Bentley concert was a completely different experience. I did not panic that by the time I got through security it was 5 minutes before the concert was starting. I had not been to this amphitheater before.
There was so many things that would have been a trigger before. I was not on pins and needles the whole time. I enjoyed so much of the concert and the experience.
It is so great to be free of the chains that use to have a hold of me.
To GOD Be The GLORY. Take Care. Much Love.
